Buck.

I'm hiding all the pain.
That I've Bottled up inside.
I can't believe nothings been the same.
Since you got taken away.

I know your looking down on me.
With every thing I have.

You always seemed to listen to me.
When I'd have too much to say.
Days seem to get brighter.
The more that I seem to pray.

I wish You hadn't left me.
But I still know your here.
I just can't believe that I can't see.
Everything that we shared was soo dear.

Sharing smiles every single day.
Like you wouldn't believe.
This was our way.
Before you decided too leave.

I imagined you by me.
Till the end of forever.
You were my little Brother.
As everyone would see.

You knew that I cared what happened too you.
But you didn't think that I would help.
I would do anything just to see you.
I would have stopped you the day before you left.

I'd have been there to listen.
I would have been there to hold you in my arms.
My heart that you left an impression.
For other people a siblings death would have been the end.

But I know deep inside.
That you and I my Angel.
Shall meet up in heaven.

You'll meet me with open arms.
As I walk threw heavens gates.
You'll hold me close and never let me go.
You'll show me around the magical kingdom.
You'll keep me safe.

But until this day comes my Brother.
I'll dream of you.
Like no other.
Thats all I'll do.
Till my heart finally finds you.
I miss you.











I was just sitting here at my computer thinking of my brother and looking at his webpage on VirtualMemorial.com search James Postawko thats him. And I wanted to write him something. You never truely know what means the world to you till you lose it. My brother ment everything too me. And a Premature death took him away from me. I never got to tell him goodbye and I never got to tell him how much I care. But i know that he can feel it while he flies up in the Sky. Because he was just that Smart. I know he's watching over my family every day. And I just can't wait till I can be with him again. I miss him soo much. You just don't understand.